Update

Okay peoples!!!! Whats up!!?? I like how I act that I have an actual audience to write to but I really don't. Anyway I'm done being angsty and questioning everything. I'm okay with Houghton for now, enjoying things, loving it. We will see what spring semester will hold with the Londoners leaving. I won't dwell on that transition now. I'm chilling, about to go to bed. Enjoying life. I finally put my life into a different perspective relating to my faith. It's hard to describe. Basically instead of thinking things are black and white I realized that my own personal motives can be the same as God's. That doing or not doing something cause I want to be that way, if its in line with God's will, is perfectly acceptable. I'm not cowering, avoiding the world. Nor am I resisting obeying God in some areas of my life because I think it's only his will, and it's only about following him. Which is sweet. I am finally becoming less legalistic, emotional, and fickle in my faith. It would take to long to describe. For me at least there are certain aspects of my faith I cannot completely rationalize and explain to people, just abstractly mention. So I'm gonnna go to bed, and tell a few of my friends about this so I actually have and audience....and feel less lame haha.
Dave